This is not really a very amusing period of time for me.

The Army Half Marathon donation drive is driving me nuts. The only good thing it got me was well, that fact that today morning I could go office later than normal cos I had to bank in some money. Other than that it's been as shitty as being caught in a your driving instructor's car after he just silent-farted and stink the whole car up.

All the workload plus the nagging feeling that I still gotta study for A Levels is also pushing me to a place I've not been to ever since fucking Jungle Confidence Course. Of course nothing can top that 9 days in the hellhole I was in, but this is ridiculously close. I swear I will actually hesitate if someone offered me a choice between re-doing JCC or being under this amount of stress, when usually the answer is a flying back-hook, 12323 punches to the groin and a lump of spit followed by a resounding "FUCK NO".

But through all these I've made some good friends. Some people I can safely say will stick with me through everything. Jin has been nothing short of helpful and generous, while Victor continues to amaze me with his man-management skills and patience. I have a lot to learn from this two, and I know I will.

Above all, Jo has stuck with me through all this. Yes sometimes she gives me shit too, but she makes up for it by being so sweet I sometimes wonder if she powers Candy Empire on her own. She stuck with me through BMT, OCS, 2 overseas trips, and now I have to ask for more as the next 4 months will be as tough if not tougher. But I know we will survive.

I love you baby.

Sometimes we spend our whole life searching for what we think we want, when what we really want was here along.

Ok it sound something like the above, but whatever. I know Jo is what I want, and I'll do anything to make her happy.

And I know I shouldn't spend so much time here, even though I have a lot to say about Kaka and Ronaldo's transfer to Real Mafia no Madrid, about Land of the Lost, about Transformers, and about, well, anything stupid I came across recently. Whatever. I need to sleep. and Study. and sleep. and study. repeat. HOW FUCKING LAME IS THAT OMFG NVM I'M NOT GNA HARP ON "REPEAT". FUCK.

OKOK i gotta go or i will become the horse who fell twice at the same cliff.